alright so recently I've been getting these predictions about my future (well this has been happening for about 6 months now) and I didn't believe them at first but now I'm kinda concerned.

it started with me asking how old i'll be when i die, and the first (and strongest to appear) number was 26, and roughly around that time i asked myself when i'll get a girlfriend (as a joke) and i got 18. the reason why i didn't believe this was because i had a crush at the time who i was 99% liked me back; but i started to think more into it after i got rejected but my crush was still showing signs of liking me.

weird how this started at the same time i lost the ability to imaginate in my thoughts (it was kinda hazy before but now i can't imagine objects or images, so the few dreams i have are like a podcast or the 'idea' of something existing) and started linking it to that.

fast forward a couple of months, i was just chilling to some ambient music at 10:00 at night before i was going to bed. then without even asking i got random visions (well more like a voice telling me) that i kill 7 people in 12 years time which freaked me out. it went away after i made 'dormant in the mind' which was based of all that.

i could be completely wrong but considering i know: how i die and the exact date and time i die (15/08/2034 18:48 encase you were wondering) it seems weird for it not to be a warning. it's not all dark, some 'visions' i've seen are more light hearted but it's mainly dark. i'm linking this to my increase of morbid and paranoid thoughts and i don't know what to do so if i kill you in the future then sorry