Haven't been on Newgrounds much since new years because I know I'm gonna burn out pretty soon but I refuse to do anything else until I've finished coding my website.

Is this a good idea? Hell no.

Will I continue trying to burn myself out by hyper focusing? Absolutely.

I think it's some mental shit or something as I swear to god I just keep feeling crappier and crappier by the day but I'm terrified of burnout but I'm also terrified of getting nothing done and wasting my life so I don't even fucking know anymore. I just wanna start playing Half Life without that stupid voice nagging me dammit.

Also side note: how the fuck has it taken me like 2 months to code a bloody website with (almost) no JS stuff?

Anyway that's why I didn't do anything for pixel day. I just opened up the website so see what the background art looked like and then closed it.

Autism strikes again!

Y'know...I'm starting to see why my mum thought it was a good idea to not tell me about my diagnosis until some personal shit when I was 14.