I can say it's the 9th as it's 12:15 am for me currently and I have college I should really be asleep.

This is a little short update to say: I have no fucking idea what I'm doing with my life anymore.

That is all. UCAS applications are really fucking with my brain recently and i'm terrified of not getting into uni which was funny as 12 months ago I was very anti uni but I recently went to an open day with a really cool set of game creation courses (I wanna do game design specifically) but I'm paranoid as all hell about not getting in so I'm not feeling the best right now. Haven't done much this year really as college and future and stuff is really screwing with my brain. Is this TMI? Yeah probably and it must be boring seeing all these updates from the past year be like "yeah I still haven't fucking finished Asbestos and Glitter Glue" cause I lost motivation but will do it...eventually also I still haven't done much on DDLH and my mental health is going sour". I wish I could post something actually interesting here for once but I hate being 17. I'm gonna hate being 18 and I'm scared as shit for going into the real world as I have no idea what I'm doing as is let alone a world where I can be arrested for not doing my taxes properly.