My game is over 100MB big in it's .sb3 file and it's getting really laggy in the editor. I've been forced to use Turbowarp as if I try to load the file onto the regular scratch website with scratch addons in the addons then it just crashes in loading. But the website version of Turbowarp is really slow and laggy to the point where it takes a good 10 seconds just to switch to another sprite and the desktop version keeps corrupting my .sb3 files but is much faster (and I like offline stuff better.)

So uhhh developers: fix the fucking desktop version please. How can this happen twice!? It does the same thing even when reinstalling it.

It's starting to feel tedious to work on it though due to it's large size and I'm really starting to regret using scratch as I really did not think this through. But I'm too deep in so I guess I just have to deal with it.

I bought this a couple months ago at some national trust place. It's a life sized duck made out of recycled materials

It's some random ass website I stumbled across yesterday in this retro pre web 2.0 style. Not sure what to do with it but yea, random fact I signed up and I have 69 page visits.

I'm properly doing GCSEs now (important exam stuff) and i'm finally doing all the subjects I like 3 times a week in the course thing!

I was in a bad mood all day because I didn't realise that dance GCSE doesn't take up a slot (you only get a certain amount of slots) and is instead of the sports leadership program, until after choosing was closed. Turns out that kind of stuff is sorted in the first lesson when they talk about what each one does. But that means...NO MORE FRICKING SWIMMING AND HOCKEY WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(i really hate hockey)

I also got the chill teachers this year except physics (the 3 sciences are mandatory) who is taught by miss whatshername who i swear to god is boring as hell and can't teach. She hates me and I hate her back and this is now the 3rd year I have her.

So yea that's pretty much it. I was late to latin because I was busy eating an apple on the field but the teacher doesn't care.

I tried loading something and it crashed. Twice. No blue screen it just went all black but I could move the mouse. And this rainbow square popped up. It does this all the time it's just quirky.

This trashy outdated bargain bin of a laptop has a lot of PTSD thanks to me.

I had to do this online school work thing on a website called "Seneca" and mum wouldn't leave me alone until I got over 80% in all subjects. Now that I already hard enough, especially with parents like mine with wayyyyy to high expectations; so I would go into inspect element and change all the percentages and you know what? She actually fell for it.

I've been on summer holiday for 2 months now and have spent most of my free time working on my game. I'm worried that i won't meet the deadline; which may seem like a long way off to most people, but I only have about 5 months left until the next pixel day and I still have so much to do. For contrast: I have been working on it since march and it's just over halfway done. I sorta' got burnt out at one point but I'll never forgive myself if I release this late. That's why I haven't released anything new apart from the OST music.

Also my new shower is drunk and goes from the fiery pits of hell to lukewarm to hot enough to melt my hand off. That's the only really notable thing that happened.

the old theme is back!

It's your typical wavy brunette hair that you see in Europe a lot. In my lifetime I have had many compliments about my hair, but I swear to god I just want to shave it off and buy a wig it's so fucking annoying.

It never looks good in any style: looks bad in a fringe, looks bad with no fringe, looks bad with a half fringe, looks bad when it's just a mass of hair covering my face, looks bad long, looks bad short, looks bad medium length and always without fail make my head look like a potato. It always curls the wrong way, never does what I want it to, when I want it to by wavy it's flatter than paper but when I want it to be straight it looks like those party streamers and it splits everywhere. I have tried straighteners but that doesn't really do much and even washing it 3 times a week it still looks like olive oil.

I am really tempted at this point to just buy a wig and finally get the emo hairstyle I want as trying to pull it off is a nightmare with my hair; in fact any style is a nightmare to pull off, it doesn't suit anything. And yes, complaining about hair is a very stereotypical girl thing to do, but when this mass of something is constantly on your head and in your vision and your a perfectionist like me who gets pissed at the slightest of things then it's really annoying.

Right so TurboWarp crashed as I was saving. Nothing new, it has crashed before. I had saved on that file earlier and had automatic restore points so I thought I would be fine.

I loaded the file back up to see what I'll have to redo and that fucker corrupted my .sb3 file!

How the hell did it delete around 80MB worth of data by simply crashing!? Thankfully I had a backup file (Juli 2.0) and the battle was safe, but there was about 4 hours of work lost thanks to this.

I'm posting this blog post so I can regain the motivation to redo the tutorial, the 2 endings and the 2 cutscenes. (Luckily it won't take as long as I have all the sprites still in my computer.)

If TurboWarp has a forum I'm going to post this here to complain and I'll use the website version instead of the desktop version from now on as the desktop is a memory hog and too unstable.