and i'm too broke to renew it

Don't you just hate when someone you've subscribed to/followed on any social media ends up in drama about NSFW crap? Like for the love of god why does this keep happening? What triggered this for me was an YT animator called Flicker was exposed for a bunch of stuff on his NSFW account; and he has made an apology video but I don't recall a lot of what he mentioned.

Can this stuff stop happening!?

I mean, it's hard to tell at this point if the people who talk about these kinds of dramas are genuinely concerned/disgusted or are just doing it because it's trending which causes the drama to become bigger and out of hand. It's gotten to the point where I expect that at some point the creators I idolise and love to watch are going to end up in some sticky drama. Yes it is important to speak out about these things, but only if you actually care not because it's some kind of sick trend.

Going back to the main point: I'm still going to watch Flicker's animations (the sfw ones on his main youtube channel) because they're still good animations. It's sad to see talent and care being thrown out the window when regarding a video that someone in drama and instead focused on: "this was made by that creep, ignore everything else about the video, think about who created it." It's like with the LenTotally drama back in like 2021 or something idk the date everybody forgot about him after the 2 weeks of drama. Len's videos were well edited but then he was exposed for being a pedo and suddenly all the videos were private and seen as trash.

My conclusion being: drama nowadays is simply just so a group of people get clout for a short period of time and then after 2 weeks it all gets forgotten about. Everything by said person is now regarded as sewage waste. People do bad things and it should be spoken out about, but nobody cares about that anymore, they more care about trying to wreck someone's reputation for views and say it's about what they did. This is why I think that drama keeps increasing, or at least in the people I've heard about. Most people can change. It's just almost impossible to if everything has been nuked. Years of heard work lost to one slip up. If they haven't learned their lesson and they keep doing what they do then yes, bring the vengeance.

Someone out there is going to misinterpret what I have said and think I'm supporting the NSFW crap Flicker posted on twitter. No, I'm not supporting the actions he did but I'm still going to watch his videos as the animation is still good.

I'm skipping the mobile game jam because I can't think of any ideas that'll work on a touch screen.

yea that's about it.

edit: he he, noice

yea it looks like this now:

not much else to add

Well I always have been a picky eater; my mum would always talk about how great I was for hating soft drinks (soda) despite literally never trying it. But nowadays it's gotten worse, a lot worse.

What sparked this thought is because I'm on a seaside holiday in my grandparent's house who have to physically figure out what me and my brothers eat as we're all so god damm picky. Although I'm definitely the worst out of the 3. There have been times where I have only eaten 4 pieces of 50/50 toast in a day (I don't like brown bread because it's too bitter; especially untoasted and white bread is kinda' meh to me) but skip dinner because I don't feel like eating the tomato pasta that's being served at dinner despite me liking tomato pasta. My reasoning is that "I just don't feel like it."

Another weird thing that has been happening over the past few weeks is that sometimes I'll just forget how to chew and the food just wont go down my throat and I see no desire to eat the plate of food that's in front of me; even if I'm still hungry. That's why I prefer eating alone now as people just distract me, but there's been times where I lost my appetite alone and ate a full plate while talking to people so that can't be the reason.

Things are starting to get screwed up. I can't eat at McDonalds anymore as the food is too oily and fatty for me to handle. I was fine before eating a burger and fries but now ironically, I much prefer subway which I used to hate as a child before realising you can make custom sandwiches (thanks theodd1sout.) I first started to notice this when I was doing a bet with my friend. I won and I ate 4 and a half cookies. My breathing was going funny and I was getting chest pains which I knew right away was from all the sugar (that's why I only ate half of a cookie.) But the same thing happened with some home made cookies. So I made a measuring system: 1 is fine, 2 is sorta and 3 is AAAAAAAAAA (sometimes my lungs just feel like screwing me over and my breathing goes manual for no reason like as I'm typing this I haven't eaten any sugar in about 26 hours.) Same thing applies to oil but oil is used in small amounts anyway so it's not as annoying.

We got a new bathroom scale a month ago and out of curiosity I measured my weight as I don't remember the last time I did. I have measured around 20 times and they all say 48Kg (105 lb) except for that one time it measured something like 260Kg which is medically obese I have no clue how that happened. According to mum that's not normal for someone who's 5"7 (idk exactly how tall I am but that's just an estimate that I've been going with) and that I should be something like 55Kg.

It's probably just a phase that'll go away eventually. All problems do.

I wish this headache would go away though I literally drank 3 cups of water why won't it go away.

Why is everything all pastel and colourful!?

Even the content ratings are pastel!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA my masculinity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have this random memory from like a year ago: when I was at school someone brought a chocolate cake in because it was her birthday. Except she didn't bring a knife and it wasn't cut before hand so it was pretty much a free for all of everyone crowding around like some kind of cult, trying to grab a slice from the bombsite that the cake was quickly becoming. Also one of the teachers walked into class early to see what was left of the cake and about 20 students with handfuls of cake.

Safe to say whenever someone brought in cake after that, they remembered to cut slices out beforehand.

It looked something like this at the end:

Literally nothing interesting has happened, nothing new or exiting is coming up and I have nothing to rant about.

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I keep forgetting how to say 8 in Japanese tho, idk why 8 specifically but I can never remember that one number.

get rekt geography teacher, don't have to deal with your boring crap anymore!

Alright so I asked on the Scratch forums yesterday to find out why certain scripts just refused to work for literally no reason and I have no answer. The same thing happened today and it's really annoying me as it's making my game all buggy. original post here. I also have a 50 minute recording of me trying to figure out what the fuck happened.

Basically none of the audio in the highlighted section works anymore. It just makes a quick thump sound, like it was trying to load something but gave up in the process. The rest of the audio in this script does work though and this worked before.

Idk why there's a variable named "bucket".