I'm gay, liberal and a Satanist.

I'm pretty much every typical Christian's nightmare.

hahahahahahaaha 69 lol hahahahahahahahahahah

ok i'm done now.

You know those brain dead Americans you see on Facebook and Twitter who are like "go back to your own country this is America speak English" but completely ignore the fact that the ancestors of the white people in the United States were Europeans from west Europe who wanted spices and land for their empire.

Seems a bit hypocritical telling someone that their own country is suddenly not theirs, just because on how they look or how they talk when you aren't native to the country yourself.

And before you go on a rant saying "oh that was decades ago, it doesn't matter" well the same applies to others aswell.

Obviously not all people who live in the USA think this way, I'm just saying this to the idiots out there who appear on r/ facepalm every other Tuesday.

I'm seriously debating to use Scratch full time as I easily understand it and know how to use it well, or use GML which is wayyyyyyy harder to use (ironic as it says 'the learning curve isn't to steep') but can actually be useful in life and hold bigger files? (and also it's more flexible than Scratch but whats the point if you don't even know how to use it?)

I have been using Scratch since i was 7, tried Python 3 when i was 9 (but didn't do much in it as it's mainly just for text only games and crap) at some point learned HTML and CSS and created some basic ass websites (literally just words but in rainbow colours) tried Pygame when i was 13 and quit after spending a month on trying to make a basic walking thing (the amount of reddit posts i made god damm) and now currently I'm trying to learn GML.

The problem of Scratch, a visual block based coding language, being my main from the start is i constantly always think in the logic of Scratch, plus i don't think logically at all means trying to learn any text based coding language almost impossible.

Scratch has it's limitations and can't be used professionally, but when you only know how to code in that specific language it creates problems. I have to rely on subreddits so much and even then i get almost nowhere. People would respond yes, but if you can barley read what they're trying to say because it's so sophisticated and technical then you get nowhere.

Tutorial do exist and I do follow them but it seems no matter how up to date the video is, no matter how clearly it's explained; I still somehow screw up. Most of the time there would be no error, it just wouldn't work the way I want it to. Linking back to the paragraph on subreddits, a similar thing happens there. I'll do what they say and for some reason it just never works and they have to go through their code trying to figure out if they made a mistake.

I want to to coding but it's like asking a penguin to fly, the only way it will is by someone yeeting it across.

It's so god damm annoying.

It's so hard just trying to find any actual good anime, it's all the same formula now: boy that lived a boring life gets transported or recarnated into some fantasy land and they are suddenly an overpowered god.

either that or some boring school slice of life thing.

Maybe i'm just on the wrong side of the internet because it's so hard trying to find any sci-fi animes.

In conclusion: Does anybody know any good sci-fi/action animes?

alright so recently I've been getting these predictions about my future (well this has been happening for about 6 months now) and I didn't believe them at first but now I'm kinda concerned.

it started with me asking how old i'll be when i die, and the first (and strongest to appear) number was 26, and roughly around that time i asked myself when i'll get a girlfriend (as a joke) and i got 18. the reason why i didn't believe this was because i had a crush at the time who i was 99% liked me back; but i started to think more into it after i got rejected but my crush was still showing signs of liking me.

weird how this started at the same time i lost the ability to imaginate in my thoughts (it was kinda hazy before but now i can't imagine objects or images, so the few dreams i have are like a podcast or the 'idea' of something existing) and started linking it to that.

fast forward a couple of months, i was just chilling to some ambient music at 10:00 at night before i was going to bed. then without even asking i got random visions (well more like a voice telling me) that i kill 7 people in 12 years time which freaked me out. it went away after i made 'dormant in the mind' which was based of all that.

i could be completely wrong but considering i know: how i die and the exact date and time i die (15/08/2034 18:48 encase you were wondering) it seems weird for it not to be a warning. it's not all dark, some 'visions' i've seen are more light hearted but it's mainly dark. i'm linking this to my increase of morbid and paranoid thoughts and i don't know what to do so if i kill you in the future then sorry

I woke up this morning to a box of hair (mostly my own but some was blue doll hair), my hair even more lopsided then it was before and the sleeves of 2 jumpers, that i don't wear anymore, cut off.

I swear at some point i'm going to set fire to the kitchen while in some weird half dream state.

episode 4 just finished scene 4, 2 more to go :)

something bad gonna' happen in 2026 I can feel it.

like something really bad

Overview:

• Coronavirus is nothing more than a few little cases now
• Global warming skyrockets for no reason
• Youtube gets so crappy people move to this new platform which will be created next year
• Newgrounds enters a dark age where users just suddenly dissapear
• A massive disaster is going to happen, and i mean huge like worldwide news huge
• Memes are now a mix between surreal and dark (and also a mix of the mid 2000's memes)

thats all I can think of.

Lets hope this ages like wine.